Abandoned soliloquy

 

a flotsam head
not quite ashore
treading water     seemingly

speaking ancient Greek or reformed Latin
who would know these days

drifting down a tidal river
to eastern beaches
water like tea

augury symptoms in urine
the lost squid in a rock pool
waiting for the afternoon tow

once hands held out arrival
for our beautiful roles
your ventriloquist’s tongue
in a perfect sentence

you drove the core out
peeled my love in one long threat
the scrutiny of your beak dissecting

no boat can get anchorage
the Antarctic breath colludes
capsizing histories

all along the shipwreck coast
our children      your new young lover

hoping the mast they cling to
has a future where the baggage
intersects a stranger’s journey

these serpent arms
that held your face in compromise
I licked the salt from your inner thighs
strangled ambition for a wanting
so powerful my eyes were burnt out

the estuary pushes
this infection squeezed abroad
one way a new continent

turn about      parturient islands arch
hardy shoulders curse the dozen labours

bent to the task like the trees of Patagonia

 

 

First published in North of Oxford
‘Abandoned Soliloquies’ UnCollected Press 2019, p8.

Photograph ‘trees of patagonia’ Ghislain Mary courtesy of North of Oxford.

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